i catch myself before i say a lot of mean things.

it surprises me how many mean thoughts go through my head a day. i try not to voice them all, tho. i dunno, it still makes me feel guilty about thinking the mean thought afterwards.

i wonder if misha’s wife

makes him repeat the Dean/Cas sexual undertones of SPN to her while they have sex.

i think Cas had a thing for Anna.

before she went hellbitch and fell to earth and tried to kill Sam because she’s a bitch.

have you ever noticed how well the boys play evil?

okay, that sentence was awkward, but like, have you ever noticed that Jared and Jensen act their best when they play the evil characters?

like in Dream a Little Dream of Me, when Jensen plays his demon doppelganger, and he does it so well?

and how much better Jared acts as Lucifer, in The End, than how he acts usually?

i mean, i’m not calling Jared a bad actor, but he definitely isn’t amazing—except when he plays evil. like in Born Under a Bad Sign. he plays as Meg so well, but whenever he’s required to act sad or angry, he usually doesn’t do it as convincing as one could.

i mean, i love him either way, but i don’t think he’s an amazing actor.

as for Jensen, i think his acting is A+. but i think he deserves an Academy Award for his acting in On the Head of a Pin. the cruel smirks he gives to Alistair—oh my god. amazing.

i also think Jared deserves an Academy for his acting in The End.

i’ve just noticed that they act their best when they’re evil. which is weird. hahaha.

you know that gene all kids seem to have?

the “i hate vegetables” gene?

yeah, i think it skipped me. i actually like eating vegetables :D

…maybe i’m just defected. hahahaha.

when i start turning shit down, that’s when you need to worry

i never say “you’re welcome” to people.

bc honestly, they’re not always welcomed.

i mean, if someone i hate is choking on their food, and i slap them on the back bc i obviously don’t want them to die, and then they say, “thank you,” i don’t want to tell them they’re welcome bc i don’t want to have to save them again.

i want them to slow down on their food before they choke again. bc honestly, i still hate them.